My first abduction occurred when I was circa 2 years old. I originally thought I was around 5 at the time but after speaking with my mother I was informed I had to have been around 2 years old as my sister was a baby and she is about 2 1/2 years younger than me.
It started with me in my room. At that age I slept in the dark and was relatively okay with it. I awoke one night to having the room filled with bright light, like daylight. It was so bright I could see it through my eyelids. There were two small, skinny beings at the window that was opposite the foot of my bed. The beings were a little taller than I was then, so I will say about 3 1/2 to 4 feet tall. They were incredibly skinny. I had no clue about what an alien was. In my mind I interpreted them to be "robbers". I thought they were wearing one of those winter hats that you pull down over your entire face, the kind that have eye holes and a mouth hole cut out. Inside the holes all I could see was blackness. There was telepathic communication telling me that everything was okay and that I should just lay back down and go to sleep. I had sat up in my bed by that point. I obeyed but struggled not to fall back asleep. My eyes would close and I would force them open. When I would force them open I noticed that the beings had moved closer and actually "froze in place" when I managed to open my eyes. They literally rocked back and forth like when you try to be real still but just can't. Like I had caught them and they immediately tried to freeze in place. There was also some type of weird game-thing they were trying to play with me. Like they were putting images in my mind of them holding these signs that were octagons. One was a stop sign. The other one was green and had "go" written on it. The game was that when they flash the stop sign that I stop. When the flash the green sign I was to walk toward them. I am still confused about this part and my memory is not clear on it. For all I know it may have been some form of shields they were carrying. However, I'm inclined to think they were not holding these signs and this was just some type of imagery they were projecting into my mind. The communication about just going back to sleep repeated and then there was something about me going with them somewhere. They told me that I needed to come with them. I told them no in my mind and said that my parents don't want me to go with them and then they told me that it was okay because they created me and were my true parents. At some point I realized that this communication was not coming from the beings that were approaching me but rather was coming from the side of my bed. I turned my head and realized there had been a third being standing by my bed the entire time, literally just inches away from me. I was scared out of my mind and the being immediately thrust it's face within inches of my face. Everything immediately went black. The next thing I knew was that the room was dark. I still feared the beings were there in the room so for what seemed like the longest time I was too scared to move, to scared to even scream for my parents. I eventually told myself that I was going to count to three and then run into my parent's room. I did just that. When I entered my parents room I remember the only light was from a digital clock with large red numerals. It was almost 1:00 AM or so.
From then on out I began to have severe nosebleeds at night, the kind where the pillow is like soaked with blood. I also had a long, straight cut on my leg on the inner side of my right calf, slightly below the knee. It was a deep cut that wept a yellowish liquid for days. The liquid would dry into these tiny crystal-like pieces that actually hurt me and so I had to pick them off. I still have the scar to this day and it is my constant reminder of what happened to me.
I've only been hypnotized once and only once and I will never be hypnotized again as I do not like it. I found it to be very traumatic. In that session I remembered how I got the scar. I was on a table aboard the craft and one of the aliens had what looked like a tire gauge in it's hand. It passed the device over my leg and the skin literally just split open. After this procedure was over with I was made to enter a dark room. I did not want to enter it and they kept telling me to go into the room. I finally went into the room and as soon as I entered the lights came on. Inside the room was a u-shaped table which had a different type of "alien" sitting at the table. These beings were far taller than me and were dressed in like a hooded cloak-type covering that prevented me from seeing them. In my head I somehow knew these were "judges". Don't ask me how I knew it or if I was correct. Perhaps it was just that they were judging me or maybe it was just how they were dressed. What I, to this day, can't understand is why they were sitting in a dark room. Don't ask me to explain it. Part of me thinks it was a test of some sort to see if I was still "under their influence", being that if I resisted entering the room then they needed to use more "mental force" on me. That's the only thing I can think of. Anyway, I was standing there and the beings began to communicate telepathically with me. It was like ping-pong, as one being would start communicating and then another being would finish it. So it was back and forth like that. They were very pleased with me. They told me that I was special, that I was chosen, and that I was the "next step", whatever that means. I'm not quite sure what happened after that.
While my family and I were living at this same house there was one more experience that stands out for me. This happened one night where I awoke in the middle of the night with the urge to go into the kitchen and get some cookies. Now, this sounds like a normal act a kid would do but that was not normal behavior for me. So I get up and I walk into the kitchen. In the kitchen there was one of those sliding glass doors that led to the backyard. At the door was one of the beings. I was immediately frozen in place with fear. The being was telling me to go to the door and to open it and go outside. In my head I kept refusing to do it but watched myself do just that. It's like I had no control. I don't know what happened next.
Now, for those people who say that alien abduction is just sleep paralysis, let me tell my readers that me, my sister, and a friend and his sister had an experience that lasted hours while going "snake hunting" in the woods behind our elementary school. We left around noon and "got lost". We didn't exit the woods until sunset. This was in summer so sunset would have been around 7pm. So we may have been gone up to 7 hours. Both me and my sister have very little memory of what happened. The only thing I remember is walking with my friend and then turning around and seeing the girls throwing-up behind us. I remember seeing what looked like a water-tower. After the experience none of us were allowed to play with each other anymore. I also had reoccurring dreams of walking to a tree. In the dream I just knew that there was a monster behind the tree and that when I got close enough it would jump out to get me. No matter how hard I tried to stop, I still kept walking to the tree. I always woke up before I got to it.
Finally, I will share one more story to my readers, just to hit it home. My family at one point lived with my grandparents. My sister and I shared a room. This was around 1985 or so. In the middle of the night, when everyone was fast asleep, my sister would wake everyone up in the household by screaming at the top of her lungs. She insisted there was a wolf at the window that was talking to her. Now, the window was right by my bed. I was scared crapless. She did this for over a week straight. My mom tried to stop her behavior by putting a heavy blanket over the window. It didnt' work. My sister kept saying that though she couldn't see the wolf she knew it was there and that it was trying to talk to her. So my family had enough. One night my dad said that if happened again he would run outside to see if he could find anything. Now this is very important. It did happen again and it had snowed that night. At that time, my grandparents had these crepe-myrtle bushes that grew outside and close to the window. The trees were not trimmed at the bottom as is the modern trend. So it was more like a privacy hedge of sorts and there was a small little dirt trail in between the crepe myrtle trees and the house. So it happened again and my father ran outside. He was out there forever! I was thinking that something must have happened because he was gone I would say about 10 to 15 minutes. When he came back there was an argument with my parents. My dad found something. I later learned what it was. He found small footprints in the snow going to the window. He claims it must have been neighborhood kids playing tricks on us. So he thinks that small kids like to play "peeping tom" in the middle of the night. I don't think so. I don't know what happened. I never saw anything when my sister had her screaming fits. Later on she would tell me that "they didn't want you" on those occasions, that they wanted her.
This will probably be the only time I blog on some of my abduction experiences. I hope that it somehow helps people understand that it is a genuine phenomenon.
8 comments:
Thanks, for me it helps to understand what those who've been abducted go through to hear your story. It's hard to compeletly grasp something that you haven't been thru, but stories like yours helps...at least it does me.
@ L.M. Tea,
If "they" let people be in their right frame of mind, I think the experience would be more enjoyable. However, the scarriestt part about the experiences is that we're not in control. It's the loss of control that is the scarriest aspect, even scarrier than the appearance of some of the beings. It's like they refuse to even consider interacting with a human without "putting the whammy" on them. It's like being drugged, being in a trance, struggling to remain conscious, struggling to "mentally breathe", for lack of a better word. They have complete control. I hate it.
Thank you for sharing these very powerful, personal experiences. I can only imagine how terrified you must have been to experience such things as a young child.
Do you think these experiences influenced you in taking up hoodoo later in life?
Midnight Conjure
@ Midnight Conjure,
Thank you. Yes it was extremely frightening.
No, I can't say it has any connection to my conjure work. Unless they are mind-controlling me without my knowledge in order to study the irationality of humans, but I doubt it. It's a totally separate thing as far as I'm concerned. It requires an abstract or irational outlook that I'm not even sure they can achieve. In a nutshell, it's too human for them.
"It's too human for them". Brilliant description.
Thanks for your description of your experiences. If you have more to say about them, please do.
While I don't think I've ever been abducted, I do have at least one experience with one or two features similar to yours. One day in 1965, I think, when I was about nine, while my family was living in off-base housing for Otis Air Force Base in Massachusetts, I and my brother, and two of our neighborhood friends (also brothers, about the same ages as my brother and I), went for a walk in the nearby woods. After a short time there, we decided to split up into two groups, with my friend and I going in a different direction from my brother and his friend. My friend and I kept walking through the trees for a little while, and we soon came to a paved road. Across the road was a small cornfield in a clearing among the trees. To the right of the cornfield, in a cleared row between the cornfield and the trees, maybe a couple hundred feet from us, stood two figures, one close behind the other, wearing robes, with slightly rounded peaked hoods over their heads, like classic medieval monk's robes. But where one would normally see a face, there was nothing but black. This wasn't a shadow--it just looked like nothing was visible there, not even the back of the hood. There might have been a loose belt tightened at the waist, the same color as the robes. The robe on the figure in front was a bright light orange, and the figure behind was red. They were about average height or maybe slightly shorter. The robes fit loosely, so that it appeared the figures were unnaturally thin and "stretched"--in fact, they looked cartoonish overall, as if they could be grown-up versions of the dwarves in Disney's "Snow White". The whole effect was visually disturbing, and though I didn't feel any attempt to control me or mentally communicate with me, it felt like there was an intent to freak us out--they seemed both deliberately intimidating and teasing, and since they were positioned directly towards us as soon as we saw them, it seemed like they had been waiting for us. The one behind was standing so close to the other, that at first I couldn't see much of it. The figure in front was looking straight at me and my friend, and the one in back was facing in the same direction, but largely blocked. The figure in back then bent its head to its right a bit (our left), as if to get a better look at us over the shoulder of the figure in front, though it did it just slowly enough, that it might have also been intended to add to the scare. Where a face would normally be seen, was again solid black. My friend and I stared for maybe fifteen seconds or so, very frightened and not able to speak because the scene just seemed so abnormal. The two figures continued standing, moving only a tiny bit, just enough to show there were actual creatures inside the robes, and not scarecrows. I looked at my friend, to see what his reaction was. I might have asked him if he was seeing what I was seeing. He pointed at the figures, as if to ask me the same thing. We looked at the figures again, and then, overcome with fear and caution, we both ran away from the figures, back into the woods the way we came, looking for our brothers. We found them before long, and oddly enough, I can't remember if we told them what we'd seen, or if we did, what their reaction was. I do remember that we didn't go back to take another look. In the days after, I also don't remember talking with our respective brothers about what had happened. My family moved from Otis not long after, and we don't know where our friends lived after that, so we didn't compare stories with them later, and I didn't talk with my brother about what had happened for years, until the 1990s, when we both took an interest in studying UFOs from a careful standpoint. From my description of the event, a few years ago my brother created a cartoonish drawing of the two creatures, and though I was amused, I also didn't like being reminded of it.
@ John Sawyer,
Thanks for the comment. Interesting story. I know today those types of black, faceless, hooded-robes are sold around Halloween time. I first remember seeing them back in the mid-late 90s or so. I don't know if they were available back in the 80s though. The smaller beings are very skinny; however there are many different "types" of beings. They are all really the same, just like different "models".
@ John Sawyer,
Sorry, forgot to clarify that the beings I saw weren't like the "faceless" beings you described. Instead, it was just like the hooded robes, which were black, concealed them so that I couldn't see their bodies. Sometimes I wonder what they may have looked like but honestly I found the notion of them sitting in a dark room more telling. To me at least is suggests a test of how much control they had over me.
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